i wan pot and booze

when all is said and done, more will be said than done. sometimes it is really difficult to please every single person. in the bigger picture, you have God to please. and that becomes the whole direction and your sole area of loyalty. i am tired of many routine things and many more that jerks me up by surprise. sometimes i feel that everything is useless. like how my brother said: i wish God will take me back already.

people are never easy to work and deal with. we should know, since we are mere humans ourselves too. it is difficult but let's just try our best to not run down on people and thinking that we are actually better or that we know better or that we are wiser. but how are we supposed to know the borderline? how are we supposed to know whether we overstepped the line?

if things were easier, and simpler, and less heart-aching. i think then, things will be much better. when we are all trying our best to simple things down. my little things project i launched a few weeks ago has not started yet. and i just realised how difficult it is, accomplishing little things.

i wish i wish i wish. there are so many far-fetched dreams and unrealisable lands.

i wish i wish i wish. things that i never can, and never will, and never never never.

my mind is twisted and malformed and in drapes, i wish i can see better, but it's no use. i am blinded.

fairy tales are non existent. that's why the same goes here.