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MERRY CHRISTMAS~
It had been a great year, 2008, a year of great change. Yes, changes. Mutual changes. I am not the same person anymore. Physically, mentally, spiritually, intellectually, verbally, my state of mind, its almost too much to bear. I am not sure if I liked everything happening to me at the same time, but I won’t complain, at least for now, who wants to stay the same, mundane and repetitive and tedious lifestyle, huh?
I am starting to see more perspective. Starting to think in other people’s shoes, not before dragging and hauling heavy emotional burdens and finally coming through the fog, I am. And it’s not easy at all.
Haha, another thing is that, I learn to laugh things off. Not having to win all the time is my new motto. Kind of. I guess I was way too hard on myself, always wanting to be this and this, but, guess what I don’t have to be all that to be good enough, I am special in my very own way, and I am well aware bout that.
One more thing, people especially are never what they seem to be, myself, people I liked, and people I don’t fancy half as much. So much wisdom in all the sayings before us, feel psyched out all of a sudden. Some people actually understood. Its… complicated.
Time for resolutions I guess, hope next year is going to be a blast.
- Please behave by smiling whenever I am not comfortable meeting new people or trying things I don’t like. It’s common courtesy.
- Please don’t forget to read the bible and pray and mean it every day, please finish reading the bible this year! No more hauling… it’s now or never.
- Please be more disciplined. At least don’t fall into temptations half that easily. Pray when you are weak.
- Please play nice. Friends are more important than what I already understand.
- Love thy family. I will love my family members, lovable or not. Be lovable for them too.
- No more slacking off on homework its sickening having to do a huge pile by the end of the week. For crying out loud!
- Continue to bake. Nothing other than myself is stopping me!
- Cultivate patience. Things will turn around. Not that being impatient will make things turn around.
- Take the time to be alone and think about things well and deep. Instead of following the tide, be myself, despite how strong the wave can be.
- be grateful and count my blessings! I am so unworthy of all these and yet He made everything possible for me~
christmas cama and is far gone. oops, how did tat happen??? guess i m just slightly too caught up in my new found hobbies, yup, something i had been ranting on about since the very first days of my holidays, and yup, today's my last day of the sweet holiday. my hobbies? ehem.. baking. haha, yup, baking...
i have succesfully baked
- pancakes ( pancakes with banana, pancakes with peanut butter, pancakes with nothing, pancakes with special syrup)
- raisin cake
- banana cake
- bread
i made plenty of juices, but the only sophicasted dessert i managed to pull off was this: timbale, from cocoa powder, eggs, and sugar
baking is cool! try it!
1. tulis 10 perkara pasal orang yang tag anda
2. tulis 10 perkara pasal anda
3. cari 10 orang untuk anda tag
1. 10 perkara pasal orang yang tag saya...
hmmm, apa yang dapat saya perihalkan tentang aurelia???
- dia... bangun lambat? kadang-kala
- tidak merasakan menonton anime kat cinema membazir duit...
- suka beanie
- ambil degree multimedia?
- tinggi, kurus, pakai cermin mate
- kristian
- suka tangkap gambar
- suka tengok wayang
- suka soft toys? (do u like soft toys by de way?)
- ex-classmate saya!!!
- saya lebih suka berambut panjang
- tidak suka bersukan
- suka makan makanan yang kurang berkhasiat
- suka tengok wayang, tv, apa-apa je yang tak payah guna otak
- suka berfikir dan menulis perkara yang tak penting
- ingin belajar guitar sejak tak tau bila tapi tak mula mula lagi
- suka baking
- seorang pendiam?
- mengumpul setem... once upon a time
- mudah merajuk?
- jayne
- chia yin
- sze inn
- ah lin
- stella
- song
- siaw sian
- grace
- lucas
- wei ling
Me, watch, Twilight, today. With chia n wei thing.
Me, very, Disappointed with the movie.
I feel so sad now... I guess its because i put my expectations up too high, its devastating. The plot's okay, but the whole story is moving in this unbelievable fast pace, it left us breathless, in good and bad ways. i like them. edward and bella and all the other characters. very convincing and wrench breaking. but something's missing, i just dono wat.
sigh, but i really like it. i hate the movie. but i like them. and the big story behind it. the whole idea. and everything. except for the movie. still in my disappointed mood. but, i will still be looking forward to watch the sequels, and re-watch the movie, yeah, i hate it tat much and love it so much. its weird i know.
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today's my dad's birthday!!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY!!!
P/S: guess who i met today. yit phin aka lucas! haha, and we were in the same theater hall watching twilight together! haha, talk about coincidence~
And that's exactly how i feel at the moment.
why in the world did i want to blog in the first place? i have no idea. its not because i feel that i m interesting and my life isn't all tat interesting anyway. why did people blog? what would one get out of blogging? hmmm...
well, i guess it doesn't harm writing bout boring stuffs right?
keep blogging? yeah. sigh.
Puff! My my, its getting dusty...
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Days go by and by and by, and i m getting fatter and lazier and heavier and messier (my room anyway) and more bored and more unhealthy... what's the saying that a good rest in the holidays will make one healthier and better about? its the exact opposite! i am not enjoying myself, definitely not. i am wasting my time...
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the happiest time, next to coming home to all things familiar and spending time with my parents and siblings and watching tv non-stop, is meeting up with my friends~ so good to see you guys~
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