nothing ventured, nothing gained. and i am all winks^^
i cant wait to graduate, because i have got so many planned, and so many uncertainties and so many diverged roads so i will start praying and start venturing, it would be so tough, but it would be so worth it!
p/s: lately i am into sci-fic and i am totally in love with them, they are so cool!
some great writers to check out:
Isaac Asimov
Walter Miller
Harry Harrison
i am clueless! but that's no excuse, a decent choice is to sit down and reevaluate.
and, so i finally sat down, took time and rescheduled my priorities. life had been nothing but hectic lately. hectic and really fulfilling and exciting, just to do it justice. life like this, which involves a lot of play and work reminds me of the time i was teaching, and the experience of LifeGame. i am really grateful that God has given me the time to settle down and reach inside, to reflect and to see where i am heading.
i am really proud that i managed to wake up early today to enjoy the day from the very beginning. starting your day different gives you a whole different take on that day. i woke up after the 15th or the 32nd time my alarmed rang and actually got to study those chapters i wanted to.
i did not manage to catch the sun rise, neither am i sure which way to look (stella), nor do i know where to go. so i went to the lake side where there's always cattle, or are they cows? i saw the burial sites for the cow they slaughtered for Haji's the other day when i walked pass the lake today. the soil still looks fresh and there was sand covering the top, small mountings on the grassy clearing. eerie yes, but i do eat meat, and i guess, i cant really say that it looks disgusting.
so i spent my morning there reading Isaiah, and i am surprised. so many early-risers in UTM. reminds me of kelvin, and the days spent in AIMST. lovely day today my Lord, and thank You! You made me feel like a flower in the valley of Sharon~
where can i find blue tulips? as special as they are, as special as i am in the eyes of my Lord~~
some of the greatest days were the days you spent in college, and that's right where i am now, but if that means the future looks meek, then, i won obligate myself to agree with that. but, i do want to make the most out of my college days, mind you, i need stories to tell my grandchildren~
i am into gilmore girls all over again. it started out with zero entertainment during the exam week and i have nothing decent in the laptop that says "watch this and you will feel so good and relaxed" and so i rediscovered the seven-season dvd of gilmore girls in my drawers.
at first it was random, i was like, oh i miss rory when she's just entering yale, so i turned to the part that she's preparing for yale in season 4. and then i was like, oh oh, logan, i want to watch all about logan, and then there's the lane's crush and then i wanted to watch the part where max medina proposed to lorelai and the thousand yellow daisies and then there's the chad murray part. ah... there are so many must-watch episodes and finally, starting wednesday afternoon, i decided on a systematic re-watch!
so i went into the fist season. where there's only rory and lorelai and the grandparents and lane and sookie and michelle and miss patty and bebet and luke, of course luke, and dean. haha, he used to be such a dork.
up to yesterday, i was spending half of my day watching the perfect mother-daughter scenarios and cramming for my test, and it was such a great day. and i was up to the episode where jess stole rory's book and rory called him a dodger, for his felony and jess was so smart to say, "oliver twist" and rory was obviously impressed. i guess that's why he became a book writer in the end.
well, it's perfect. everything's perfect, except for one thing, if they have God, then everything will make perfect sense and everything will turn out much better. i am currently reading isaiah now, and it is quite a journey.
i'm afraid that sometimes you just cant have everything eh^^ but fret not, lose some gain some, right, God?
if there's no gratitude and appreciation of what God blessed you with, then there really isnt any point owning the whole world right? you probably would still be unhappy too right?
ah, these are my humble recognition after watching this really cute video on youtube. ah, it's just i miss a big brother whom i never have^^ but i am satisfied, with the two of my ultra cute younger brothers! good luck in the coming SPM, daniel! and kelvin, keep fighting and keep your faith! have fun in Cameron!
i will polish up my guitar playing and practice songs with you two for God's glory, very soon now, you'll see^^
i wanted to post your pictures, but it somehow feels like i am violating your privacy...
Dear Heavenly Father, thank you!
God, i am so amazed by You. You know all there was,
there is and all there is to be about me,
things that make me tick,
things that i do wrong, things that i need, everything.
i have failed in so many circumstances to live the way You would wanted me to.
but i am sure that You will have Your way in me,
no matter how much i repelled it now.
Dear Father thank you for the song.
Thank you for all the inspirations.
And thank you for everything that i am experiencing.
Whatever you're doing
Sanctus Real
C G
It's time for healing time to move on,
Am Fmaj7
It's time to fix what's been broken too long,
C G
Time make right what has been wrong,
Am Fmaj7
It's time to find my way to where I belong,
Dm Am
There's a wave that's crashing over me,
C F
And all I can do is surrender...
C G
Whatever You're doing inside of me,
Am Fmaj7
It feels like chaos but somehow there's peace,
C G
It's hard to surrender to what I can't see,
Am F
But I'm giving in to something heavenly...
C G
Time for a milestone, time to begin again,
Am F(maj7)
Reevaluate who I really am,
C G
Am I doing everything to follow Your will,
Am F(maj7)
Or just climbing aimlessly over these hills,
Dm Am
So show me what it is You want from me,
C F
I give everything I surrender...
C G
To whatever You're doing inside of me,
Am F(maj7)
It feels like chaos but somehow there's peace,
C G
And though it's hard to surrender to what I can't see,
Am F(maj7)
I'm giving in to something heavenly,
C G Am F
Something heavenly...
C G
Time to face up, clean this old house,
Am Fmaj7
Time to breathe in and let everything out,
C G
That I've wanted to say for so many years,
Am F
Time to release all my held back tears...
C G
Whatever You're doing inside of me,
Am F(maj7)
It feels like chaos but I believe,
C G
You're up to something bigger than me,
Am F(maj7)
Larger than life, something heavenly,
C G
Whatever You're doing inside of me,
Am F(maj7)
It feels like chaos but now I can see,
C G
This something bigger than me,
Am F(maj7)
Larger than life something heavenly,
C G Am F
Something heavenly...
C G
It's time to face up, clean this old house
Am Fmaj7
Time breathe in and let everything out...
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