Surprise me Lord!

small talk:

my boss emailed me this morning asking me to take some assignments again. it was a tough choice. the money, and then the work load. and then my pride. i should have prayed before making a decision. but i didn't. i told him that i can only start working in May, when i (hopefully T.T)graduated. of course, he might never take me back, ah, but i will pray now for God to take charge and i will let Him make the say in my future career.

This morning, i made a decision. i prayed to God asking Him for forgiveness and most importantly, i asked Him to "Surprise me!".



This is definitely not an easy decision. When i asked God to surprise me, i know that i am not only inviting God to shower me with plenty of good things and fun time and easy life. i know that i am also inviting God to work on me. and well, learning, and growing spiritually is never simple nor is it easy. However, i know that i need it. and i want a relationship with God.

making the decision is a step one. for a long long time, i have not felt so relieved and that feeling of which i felt my life is renewed. it is as if i know immediately that God is back in control in my life. the burden is off and they joy is back. peace and joy and faith for a whole new year.

cherish the new year my friends!