Clueless tulip

i am clueless! but that's no excuse, a decent choice is to sit down and reevaluate.

and, so i finally sat down, took time and rescheduled my priorities. life had been nothing but hectic lately. hectic and really fulfilling and exciting, just to do it justice. life like this, which involves a lot of play and work reminds me of the time i was teaching, and the experience of LifeGame. i am really grateful that God has given me the time to settle down and reach inside, to reflect and to see where i am heading.

i am really proud that i managed to wake up early today to enjoy the day from the very beginning. starting your day different gives you a whole different take on that day. i woke up after the 15th or the 32nd time my alarmed rang and actually got to study those chapters i wanted to.

i did not manage to catch the sun rise, neither am i sure which way to look (stella), nor do i know where to go. so i went to the lake side where there's always cattle, or are they cows? i saw the burial sites for the cow they slaughtered for Haji's the other day when i walked pass the lake today. the soil still looks fresh and there was sand covering the top, small mountings on the grassy clearing. eerie yes, but i do eat meat, and i guess, i cant really say that it looks disgusting.

so i spent my morning there reading Isaiah, and i am surprised. so many early-risers in UTM. reminds me of kelvin, and the days spent in AIMST. lovely day today my Lord, and thank You! You made me feel like a flower in the valley of Sharon~




where can i find blue tulips? as special as they are, as special as i am in the eyes of my Lord~~