Day one goes like this

i am not supposed to linger but ah, well, i don't want to get myself all up tight.

today's bible reading is a breather, a dose of fresh scent in my doubts and distress. God knows, and He cares and He loves. who is to deny that?

everyday is a day to be joyful and to praise the Lord. in despair and in glee alike. i give thanks to the Lord my savior who showered me with today, another brand new day with brand new hope and aspirations and inspirations.

i reached peneng midnight and came to aimst with so much excitement and contentment. i get to be with my brother, see what he sees, and experience whatever he is experiencing. it is really great!

we were assigned projects to accomplish for the industrial training contrary to what i had been expecting. i had expected a whole stretch of boring ten weeks and plenty of drama-catching and shopping and reading.

but, the thing is that, they thought so highly of us and expected so much on our behalf, which is both suffocating and stressful. and the internet connection in my room failed (i am inside the library racing against time to read multiple journals and to find out about extraction of starch from bario rice, which i can find nothing on), and we faced slight obstacles in registering and such. but it was silly to be put down so easily. haha, i think i can take more than that.

the place is great. the rooms are big and the facilities are up-to-scale. the bathrooms are slightly "tight", in the sense that there's only space for you to make a small turn without sticking yourself on the wall. i would have enjoyed it very much if i were a student here, but then again, maybe no, there is too little diversity, i don't think that i will be seeing much here, not as much as i see in UTM.

i am really glad that i have my brother to refer to in everything i need, poor lad, he is preparing for his finals. my laptop is currently with him, and he got his friend to help me see if it's okay. thanks kelvin.

so far so good, cant wait to kick start but i am hating all the reports and presentations and proposals that are coming head-first. dreaded feeling but i know that i will be okay.

Dear Father, thank You for the day, amen.