Barging Through, no scars!

what does it take to be inspiring? what sets the frontier? what makes it that way?

lately, it has been like a long journey of rediscoveries and new recognitions and realizations and much much more regrets and resolutions.

2009 is drawing to an end even though things still stay the same.

i used to imagine this day. and i imagined it a lot different.

gone with the i will be what i want to be.

gone be the that's security and that's the way.

gone be the i am proud of just and simply being me.

gone be the all things will be crystal clear and picture perfect.

yes, gone with all that.

and yet, the lessons learn.

what will be will be.

faith and love conquers all.

be still my child, I am here.

and, ah yes, we learn from our mistakes, that's a compliment.

talking about inspirations, two things come into mind.

first, the movie P.S. I Love You, the colourful scenes when they met at the national park, it was inspiring, and their theory to create or to be enslaved, that was inspiring.

and the second, the author Nicholas sparks, true inspiration, leading me into the world of fictions that are not shallow.

on my list of things i must do in the near future includes learning to swim, mastering full chords on my acoustic, inspire people, and improve everyday in terms of my spiritual eyes and ears and mind.

and to call mom and dad and daniel and kelvin as often as i can.

and to give up on yogurt drinks, except that it's a special occasion and serve with a bigger heart and to share with a willing mind.

i think i'm in love.

in love with this God-given life.

the one that i can do beautiful things with.