i think, it is really time to put down things that doesnt belong and things does me no good once and for all. God of all providance and God of all mercy and God of all, please give me extra extra courage and strength and determination. i ve been through all things possible and i am pretty sure i learnt my lesson, is it possible for you to rechart Your schedule and move my timeline a bit? i mean let me move on to the next stage where i can do more and learn different things for a change. it has been this issue for more than 10 years already and something new, not too drastic though, woud be a fresh new chapter.
done with being mundane and careless, i want to reveal more feminine side on my behalf and live a much glorious life ( glorifying God at the same time). help me to enjoy life while i still have the chance God, i don wan to regret and i don wan to cry on and burden myself with petty issues anymore.
i wan to be healthy and strong and clean! the later being the most challenging and i wan to be confident in terms with wat i believe and who i am. i am going to care less abou what ppl will say and think about me, yet take in their doubtings too (like how kipling put it for his son), and yes the walking with kings nor lose the common touch part, i want that too. i want to outgrow the old me and learn to take care of myself. learn to love my friends and for once, start appreciating them for being there, and start to be there for them too. and a daughter too. being Your daughter and being mama n papa's daughter. and learn to laugh more heartily. and learn to show affection without thinking about what implications will be made. read and reread the bible. and be responsible and show that i really care about what i am doing and appreciate all things You did for me, good or bad, stringent or relaxed.
i will fight for You! i will fight for my friends! i will fight for my family! i will fight for myself!
things will be easy, when we really rely on you, take my heart and my soul my Lord and make me worthy your apparatus, shine and shine and shine for you~!!!
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well said! anyways hope everything is ok over there.
jing, everything's okay here n i miss u buckets~~~ going back anytime soon?
u mean going away anytime soon??? well i wish i am. in fact, i hope i can get away asap.
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