Father...

dear Father in heaven,

i am still here in case you forgot. still waiting for your answers. i know my time and your time is wayyyyyyyyyyyyyy different but do you think that there might be any way for you to speed things up slightly on your behalf? i am getting impatient and really restless, but i think i see where i am going, and that's no place that you would want me to muddle myself in, but it is still so difficult.

remember my prayer that day? at least show me or give me or let me in some of the fun? that prayer still valid? i am not getting any fun and every single day seems like another bigger ordeal, nah, not really an ordeal, but getting close. i am still enjoying life, but God, you know what i mean right? it's quite difficult to be a human too, with all those feelings and temptations and stuffs, you know? yes, you know.

still in the process of molding me? how's it getting? i still feel the same. ouch, that hurts! and only you will understand that. silly me, thinking that there might be anyone out there better for me than you, Lord! i am still in the making anyway. i think i come to realize the real meaning behind perfection. it means trying to accept and tolerate things you cant instead of having all things your way.

keep going, i am waiting. i will try to be patient. what better way to learn patience than to throw me a chance to be patient, eh God?

In Jesus' name i pray, AMEN!