dream tales

i'm going back to utm soon, the feeling is mutual, but life back at home is far too carefree and no-hassle that i am starting to feel useless, since everything's done and settled for me, except for a few minor chores like doing the dishes or sending my brother to tuition and stuffs, i am slacking off big time.

i might have gained some weight, the scale's lips are sealed but i am sure that excessive fatty layers are building up inside, all i can do is keep my fingers crossed... i am picturing: cholesterol, high bp, diabetes, coronary diseases, obesity...

what have i accomplised so far this holiday?

1. at least i joined a mission trip, was the best two weeks of my entire holiday
2. taken in a whole year's worth of movies and drama...
3. catching up with friends i haven contacted for ages: chia, moi, weithing, weemee, annkee, lin, suchern, jayne, cj...
4. sleep...
5. lose a bit of the uneven discoloration of my arms
6. spent plenty of quality time with mom, dad, daniel and kelvin
7. sharpening my cooking skills... (my baking skills deteriorated!!!! i made a disastrous cake today!!! inedible...)

there were more constructive ideas i was counting on to pin up on my accomplishment list by the end of the holidays but i was in vain... it was more difficult to discipline myself than i thought...

sad case...

if i can do all these

practise singing so that my voice will be suprp for the upcoming choir co-q!




they won kick me out when they realize i cant sing rite? i mean, they already accepted my application and so this is final rite?


becoming a guitar pro~



i know very well that i am far from being musically-gifted but one can dream...



learning to bake, as in baking edible stuffs...
it shouldn't be that hard, at least it doesnt look that hard.




writing. penning down my life story has always been a far-fetch dream...


but i wanted to do so, producing something far more serious and sophisticated than my blog posts...




crocheting would be nice too...




ah, all the nice stuffs i can make, maybe i can even make some money with it....




or at least mastering cross-stitching.... it's only like the most basic feminine thing...




but alas... all i can do is dream..